Im not a great fan of routines but I understand the necessity for them. I worry that routine means dull and boring and can lead to getting in a rut. However the up side of having a daily routine is the fun I can have upsetting it, for instance my boy gets up, walks the dogs, makes the coffee and brings mine up to me in bed. This morning I decided to get up before he came back with the dogs and go out into the garden for a smoke. I heard him come back and put the kettle on so once the coffee was ready I went back inside just in time to catch him heading for the stairs. It was just a small thing but the look of confusion on his face was priceless, especially after I told him I would have my coffee after my shower.
I like surprises, nothing huge, just little things that break up the routine enough to stop me getting bored. I like to plan them and spring them at the most opportune time, the time that causes the most confusion or exasperation in my boy. I love the look on his face that says "You've done it again, havent You" I think deep down I should be a bratty sub but I really dont fancy the punishments I'd get if I were a sub and Im sure I'd get plenty as Im not good at doing as I'm told!!
On to other things that have happened over the last week or two, my boy is a bit of a happy snapper, always taking pics wherever we go and he has a huge collection of snaps he has taken over the years. Recently he decided to put them all together in a collection on Flickr which got them a lot of attention and a suggestion was made that they could be commercially viable. So ever the attention whore he put them up on a fine art site and has has a lot of interest in them. Yesterday he made his first sale so big congratulations to him. If you are interested you can see his prints here http://fineartamerica.com/profiles/11-james-smith.html
A couple of new slaves have entered my service over the last couple of weeks, nico is not really submissive in the general sense of the word but he likes to treat me from time to time and to adore me from afar, more a sort of sugar daddy type thing but he is fun to have around. joe on the otherhand is deeply submissive and craves control and although not vastly experienced I am getting to know him slowly and pushing his limits a little. He seems to be thriving on his experiences so far and Im looking forward to see what he is capable of achieving.
Friday, 24 August 2012
Friday, 3 August 2012
For All You Service Subs
My good friend Miss Beth and I have decided there is a need for a special session for all the service slaves out there and so we have decided to hold a regular Slave Camp at my chambers. If there is enough interest and participation we will be holding it on a monthly basis....probably the last Friday of each month. The first camp will be on Friday 31st August 2012 and you can find all the details on the tab at the top of the page - Slave Labour Camp.
No special expertise is required but if you have a trade you think may be of use to us or if you happen to be a good amateur at anything useful do let us know
No special expertise is required but if you have a trade you think may be of use to us or if you happen to be a good amateur at anything useful do let us know
Learning the Rules
Tomorrow I drive up to Scotland and bring j home with me on Sunday. This will be the last rip I make to Scotland as this time j will not be returning there but staying here with me. I have to say I am looking forward to not having to say goodbye after a few days and to be able to continue his training uninterupted.
As far as his training goes, with view to his moving here I have upped it a bit in order for him to get used to my way of doing things. Last time he was here his new metal chastity device had just arrived and so a lot of time was spent getting him used to it and lengthening the time he wore it. It went so much better than when he was wearing the plastic devices and after a couple of days he had it on for 24 hour stints at a time. I have to admit though that I missed having his cock available to play with whenever the whim took me without faffing about unlocking him, and so I have come to the conclusion that chastity is something we will play with on a more part time basis in his case.
j is not a pain slut by any means and so to curb a few of his habits which really annoy me I imposed a punishment regime where he earned a demerit point for each time he was caught doing something which annoyed me, for each demerit point he was to receive a agreed upon number of lashes with my new snake whip. We finally agreed on 3 lashes per point (after he tried for 1 lash and I countered with 5!!!!) The punishments were carried out each morning on arrival at my chambers, he had to tell me how many demerits he had earned, apologise for them then drop his pants and assume the position to receive his lashes. Afterwards he was to thank me for administerinng his punishment and making him a better slave. It seemed to work very well as after a day or two he was much better behaved and had a constant reminder each time he rather gingerly sat down!!
My other slaves are all doing well with their training, geraldine continues to please in small ways, his progression is slow but sure and his uncertainty of his capabilities is endearing and I enjoy showing him he is capable of so much more. Each step he takes along his chosen path he takes with almost childlike delight and wonderment which makes him a pleasure to own. alexa continues to be a brat but he is also learning that brattish behaviour does not get him what he wants and slowly but surely he is learning what being a submissive is all about. Its about what I want not what he wants!!
A recent addition to my stable is fido, fido is a young pup who is full of enthusiasm and enjoys his training to the max. He is learning his new commands such as sit, down, roll over and, my personal favourite, beg!! He is also learning to walk on a leash and eat his meals from a bowl on the floor, even when he is not in my presence. He is, at the moment, only allowed water to drink which he must drink either from a bowl when at home or a bottle when he is out. As a special treat when he visits he is allowed some of my special Mistress Champagne to drink but only if he is a very well behaved little puppy.
As far as his training goes, with view to his moving here I have upped it a bit in order for him to get used to my way of doing things. Last time he was here his new metal chastity device had just arrived and so a lot of time was spent getting him used to it and lengthening the time he wore it. It went so much better than when he was wearing the plastic devices and after a couple of days he had it on for 24 hour stints at a time. I have to admit though that I missed having his cock available to play with whenever the whim took me without faffing about unlocking him, and so I have come to the conclusion that chastity is something we will play with on a more part time basis in his case.
j is not a pain slut by any means and so to curb a few of his habits which really annoy me I imposed a punishment regime where he earned a demerit point for each time he was caught doing something which annoyed me, for each demerit point he was to receive a agreed upon number of lashes with my new snake whip. We finally agreed on 3 lashes per point (after he tried for 1 lash and I countered with 5!!!!) The punishments were carried out each morning on arrival at my chambers, he had to tell me how many demerits he had earned, apologise for them then drop his pants and assume the position to receive his lashes. Afterwards he was to thank me for administerinng his punishment and making him a better slave. It seemed to work very well as after a day or two he was much better behaved and had a constant reminder each time he rather gingerly sat down!!
My other slaves are all doing well with their training, geraldine continues to please in small ways, his progression is slow but sure and his uncertainty of his capabilities is endearing and I enjoy showing him he is capable of so much more. Each step he takes along his chosen path he takes with almost childlike delight and wonderment which makes him a pleasure to own. alexa continues to be a brat but he is also learning that brattish behaviour does not get him what he wants and slowly but surely he is learning what being a submissive is all about. Its about what I want not what he wants!!
A recent addition to my stable is fido, fido is a young pup who is full of enthusiasm and enjoys his training to the max. He is learning his new commands such as sit, down, roll over and, my personal favourite, beg!! He is also learning to walk on a leash and eat his meals from a bowl on the floor, even when he is not in my presence. He is, at the moment, only allowed water to drink which he must drink either from a bowl when at home or a bottle when he is out. As a special treat when he visits he is allowed some of my special Mistress Champagne to drink but only if he is a very well behaved little puppy.
Tuesday, 10 July 2012
The Further Adventures Of....
So its taken a little time to get over the events of my previous post but we are getting there. j is working hard to rebuild the trust that was lost but I'm still much happier when he is by my side and I know what hes up to lol. But then I'm always happier when he is by my side!! I have still not returned his collar and think it will be a while yet before I do even though I know how much he misses it. He is up in Scotland at the moment and it is a testing time for me, he swears he has had no contact from the other "lady" and although I do believe him there is still a little part of my brain thats says "Ah yes but he said that before"
I would like to add that I have had many messages of support since I posted my last blog, many from people I dont even know, and I would like to thank those people from the bottom of my heart for their kind words and best wishes.
Anyway, on to more fun news. I have two new slaves in my stable and both are pleasing me no end but for different reasons. The first, who I shall name geraldine for the sake of this blog, is what I can only describe as a gentle person. He tries his very best to do as I ask to the best of his abilities but although he has had past experiences with other Mistresses he is a little naieve in some of the ways of a D/s relationship and I find I have to take things quite slowly with him. He repeats his mantra religiously and texts me to tell me its done and I get regular email updates of his progress which give me an interesting insight into his mind and emotions which I love. He is at present learning the joys of edging which is a first for him as although he has had his orgasms controlled before it has been without that constant arousal that edging brings with it. I am interested to see how he fares with it.
My second new slave, Alexa, is a whole different kettle of fish. He is far more demanding of my time and is constantly texting requests to play with MY cock, needless to say most of them are refused!! Alexa needs to learn self control and so his training is pointed in that direction. On the up side although his constant whining is irritating at times at other times he makes me laugh with his pathetic whinging. He can be hard work but he keeps my mind active as I constantly have to come up with things to take his mind off MY cock, and he did send me a stethoscope which I had on my wish list and have some devious ideas for use in play!!
So between the two of them they have reasonably successfully kept my mind busy while j has been away but all being well he will be back on Thursday and I can relax again.
I would like to add that I have had many messages of support since I posted my last blog, many from people I dont even know, and I would like to thank those people from the bottom of my heart for their kind words and best wishes.
Anyway, on to more fun news. I have two new slaves in my stable and both are pleasing me no end but for different reasons. The first, who I shall name geraldine for the sake of this blog, is what I can only describe as a gentle person. He tries his very best to do as I ask to the best of his abilities but although he has had past experiences with other Mistresses he is a little naieve in some of the ways of a D/s relationship and I find I have to take things quite slowly with him. He repeats his mantra religiously and texts me to tell me its done and I get regular email updates of his progress which give me an interesting insight into his mind and emotions which I love. He is at present learning the joys of edging which is a first for him as although he has had his orgasms controlled before it has been without that constant arousal that edging brings with it. I am interested to see how he fares with it.
My second new slave, Alexa, is a whole different kettle of fish. He is far more demanding of my time and is constantly texting requests to play with MY cock, needless to say most of them are refused!! Alexa needs to learn self control and so his training is pointed in that direction. On the up side although his constant whining is irritating at times at other times he makes me laugh with his pathetic whinging. He can be hard work but he keeps my mind active as I constantly have to come up with things to take his mind off MY cock, and he did send me a stethoscope which I had on my wish list and have some devious ideas for use in play!!
So between the two of them they have reasonably successfully kept my mind busy while j has been away but all being well he will be back on Thursday and I can relax again.
Tuesday, 26 June 2012
Broken Promises and Healing the Rifts
Lots has happened since I last wrote in here, some good, some bad. Im not normally a negative blogger but I want to get the bad bits off my chest so you lucky readers will have to bear the brunt.
Last week my boy was at a therapy centre for ex servicemen suffering with mental health problems (I've written before about his PTSD) He was doing well and keeping in contact when he could (the phone and internet signal was awful!!) However on Thursday I received a message from an ex mistress of his with whom I have had a previous "incident" she apologises for being the bearer of bad news and proceded to send me screen shots of several conversations she has had with j over the previous 2 weeks. Needless to say they were pretty damning for him and pretty heartbreaking for me. The worst one was a picture he sent after she asked him to wank for her with his cock lying in a big pool of cum. He was at this point supposed to be denied orgasms and on the honour system of chastity. This was the first broken promise!!
He was due to visit me when he was discharged from the centre on the Sunday so over the next few days I skirted round the subject and dropped a few hints giving plenty of opportunity for him to come clean and tell me the truth. I told him again and again how important honesty was to me and to any relationship I was in but he still refused to acknowlege any wrong doing, and so I put into action my plan for revenge. Any man who could lie to me so easily did not deserve my love or my mercy!
I told him I had a welcome home surprise waiting for him and boy did I!! I teased him for days about it getting him more and more excited but refusing to say what it was. So dear readers "What was it?" I hear you ask.
I took him straight to my chambers rather than going home first. I tied him to the bed, smiled and told him to wait for me. I then went into the other room where he had left his clothes and rifled through until I found his phone.....bugger she must have told him what she had sent to me as he had deleted all conversations with her. No matter I had copied everything she had sent and had it all ready on my laptop to read to him but first I gave him one more chance to come clean. He didn't take it.
Starting from the top I began reading making sure I emphasised all the hahaha's and lol's so that he knew just how funny it was to cheat on me. He begged me to stop, swore he was sorry and admitted he'd made a huge mistake but as I told him I had had to read it all so the least he could do was listen to it. This was when he discovered how strong my bed tie was lol no amount of squirming or struggling could set him free.
Eventually he broke down and told me the whole story. No need to go into it here but suffice to say the "lady" in question was not quite the good samaritan she had painted herself initially and had taken a fair bit of advantage of his delicate state of mind.
So eventually I was left with a decision to make.....who to believe....do I keep him around or do I pack him off back to the station and never see him again. In order for any possibility of him staying I had to hear him tell her he wanted no more to do with her. However, before I could ask him to do this he grabbed his phone and did just that which took the wind out of my sails somewhat lol. There followed a couple of hours of soul searching and talking and crying....from both sides.
The outcome was a last chance to prove his honesty and loyalty and to make up for the broken heart he had caused me. I have to say my trust took a severe blow and will take some time to be restored. The "lady" in question has reverted to insults and mud slinging and has tried on a few occasions to contact j again but so far he has blocked her where he can and ignored here where he cant. I know from his past experiences with this woman that this has taken great resolve from him, for some reason she scares him into compliance. She has mental health issues of her own and appears to be very volatile and unstable. My big concern now is that when he returns home and is alone again she will try to wriggle her way back in, I hope I can give him the stregnth to stand up to her.
j is by no means forgiven yet and I have removed his collar until such time that I feel he deserves it again but he is working hard to restore my faith in him.
Last week my boy was at a therapy centre for ex servicemen suffering with mental health problems (I've written before about his PTSD) He was doing well and keeping in contact when he could (the phone and internet signal was awful!!) However on Thursday I received a message from an ex mistress of his with whom I have had a previous "incident" she apologises for being the bearer of bad news and proceded to send me screen shots of several conversations she has had with j over the previous 2 weeks. Needless to say they were pretty damning for him and pretty heartbreaking for me. The worst one was a picture he sent after she asked him to wank for her with his cock lying in a big pool of cum. He was at this point supposed to be denied orgasms and on the honour system of chastity. This was the first broken promise!!
He was due to visit me when he was discharged from the centre on the Sunday so over the next few days I skirted round the subject and dropped a few hints giving plenty of opportunity for him to come clean and tell me the truth. I told him again and again how important honesty was to me and to any relationship I was in but he still refused to acknowlege any wrong doing, and so I put into action my plan for revenge. Any man who could lie to me so easily did not deserve my love or my mercy!
I told him I had a welcome home surprise waiting for him and boy did I!! I teased him for days about it getting him more and more excited but refusing to say what it was. So dear readers "What was it?" I hear you ask.
I took him straight to my chambers rather than going home first. I tied him to the bed, smiled and told him to wait for me. I then went into the other room where he had left his clothes and rifled through until I found his phone.....bugger she must have told him what she had sent to me as he had deleted all conversations with her. No matter I had copied everything she had sent and had it all ready on my laptop to read to him but first I gave him one more chance to come clean. He didn't take it.
Starting from the top I began reading making sure I emphasised all the hahaha's and lol's so that he knew just how funny it was to cheat on me. He begged me to stop, swore he was sorry and admitted he'd made a huge mistake but as I told him I had had to read it all so the least he could do was listen to it. This was when he discovered how strong my bed tie was lol no amount of squirming or struggling could set him free.
Eventually he broke down and told me the whole story. No need to go into it here but suffice to say the "lady" in question was not quite the good samaritan she had painted herself initially and had taken a fair bit of advantage of his delicate state of mind.
So eventually I was left with a decision to make.....who to believe....do I keep him around or do I pack him off back to the station and never see him again. In order for any possibility of him staying I had to hear him tell her he wanted no more to do with her. However, before I could ask him to do this he grabbed his phone and did just that which took the wind out of my sails somewhat lol. There followed a couple of hours of soul searching and talking and crying....from both sides.
The outcome was a last chance to prove his honesty and loyalty and to make up for the broken heart he had caused me. I have to say my trust took a severe blow and will take some time to be restored. The "lady" in question has reverted to insults and mud slinging and has tried on a few occasions to contact j again but so far he has blocked her where he can and ignored here where he cant. I know from his past experiences with this woman that this has taken great resolve from him, for some reason she scares him into compliance. She has mental health issues of her own and appears to be very volatile and unstable. My big concern now is that when he returns home and is alone again she will try to wriggle her way back in, I hope I can give him the stregnth to stand up to her.
j is by no means forgiven yet and I have removed his collar until such time that I feel he deserves it again but he is working hard to restore my faith in him.
Friday, 15 June 2012
Catching Up
Ive been a little busy lately and have continued to neglect my bog so here is a post about what Ive been up to.
I spent a few days up in Scotland with my boy for his birthday and whilst I was there decided to investigate his secret desires for public humiliation. Starting slowly he was told to address everyone he spoke to as Ma'am or Sir which as I was the only person around at the time he thought was going to be easy. Little did he know I had a little shopping trip planned!! First stop was the local supermarket where I nudged him up to the checkout with a quick reminder in his ear and he managed to mumble a quick thank you Mm as he paid. Of course this wasn't nearly good enough so I upped the stakes and instructed him to wish each person we past on the street a "Good morning Ma'am/Sir and to make it clearly audible. Bless him he did this but he got redder and redder each time. Im pretty sure most people thought he was just being well mannered but he knew why he was doing it and of course I kept reminding him why he was doing it which made matters worse for him.
The following day we went to a country park where there where a few jubilee celebrations going on, we had a stroll around and then saw a quiet wooded area to investigate. We were completely alone so I instructed him to drop his pants and hug a tree, as we were alone he had no excuse not to but I could see the thought "what if" cross his mind. The mental squirming was a delight to watch!!
I spent a few days up in Scotland with my boy for his birthday and whilst I was there decided to investigate his secret desires for public humiliation. Starting slowly he was told to address everyone he spoke to as Ma'am or Sir which as I was the only person around at the time he thought was going to be easy. Little did he know I had a little shopping trip planned!! First stop was the local supermarket where I nudged him up to the checkout with a quick reminder in his ear and he managed to mumble a quick thank you Mm as he paid. Of course this wasn't nearly good enough so I upped the stakes and instructed him to wish each person we past on the street a "Good morning Ma'am/Sir and to make it clearly audible. Bless him he did this but he got redder and redder each time. Im pretty sure most people thought he was just being well mannered but he knew why he was doing it and of course I kept reminding him why he was doing it which made matters worse for him.
The following day we went to a country park where there where a few jubilee celebrations going on, we had a stroll around and then saw a quiet wooded area to investigate. We were completely alone so I instructed him to drop his pants and hug a tree, as we were alone he had no excuse not to but I could see the thought "what if" cross his mind. The mental squirming was a delight to watch!!
As he is still off work we decided he should come back home with me when it was time for me to return so there followed a week of more teasing and torment for him to make up for the orgasm he was allowed on his birthday. He was even used for some forced bi sessions in my chambers during the week so by the time he was set to return to Scotland he had very full balls again. He is now 11 days denied and will remain so for the foreseeable future. I love to watch the concentration on his face when he is inside me giving me pleasure but unable to take any for himself. I also admire his stregnth of will as so far there have been no accidental slip ups no matter how hard I tease!!
So I bit the bullet recently and finally joined the social networking revolution. Yes I joined Twitter!! I did join a few years ago but my skills with technology are practically zero so it was pretty unsuccessful, however, with the help (constantly) of my slave j I have joined again and now seem to be understanding it a bit more.
I have come across some interesting people while on there along with the usual crazies lol but all in all it has been a fun experience so far. I think I will keep it up so anyone wishing to follow me will find me at @misstillysue. Hope to see you there.
I have come across some interesting people while on there along with the usual crazies lol but all in all it has been a fun experience so far. I think I will keep it up so anyone wishing to follow me will find me at @misstillysue. Hope to see you there.
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